whoever left those comments on my entry "tears for Austin" needs to explain themselves i had a dream that i was sick and a certain someone came and saw me, then it switched and i was visiting him and i helped his sister cut a peice of watermelon and then Austin Came in and tried to take away the knife and then he cut himself and he tried to blame it on me. then i was standing in amongst corn and everything was the color of blood and everyone i knew was walking away from me... and i just stood there and cried I woke up shaking what's worse? Having Austin treat me like a stranger or having him treat me like a friend while he makes it clear he's only doing it so that i won't cry and disturb his real friends....