lol jc is speaking to me in spanish and i understand it all .. well most of it lol shawn and james and their dad were over tonight, we watched star wars.. susposedly soon to be family night. lian had her opperation and i couldn't stop crying. i honestly don't know what to do its driving me crayz, i mean, i really want to help her and be with her through this time, but i can't im not emotionally ready for it. i guess i just have to sit back and wait