I tried to put on a macho "oh im cool with it and om over it" thing at school, and it sorta worked, ut actually im so liek shocked. I really miss her and i want her back toooooo bad. But yeha i think shes stotally made up her mind. I guess she had too uch or summin, i still only know one reason and im not gona say what cuz its none of you fuckers business. I was hopong she would be there at school, and we could talk about it, but i guess not. I was also hoping it would be liek in the movies where the girl suddenly realizes that we wer emeant to be together, and we would both be happy. I gess there called movies for a fucking reason. We probably and most likely wont date again, it never works out a second time liek in the movies, and even worse it didnt even last a month. Friggin sucks cuz i was all into it and shit. So i think she sover it, i really hope shes happy though, cuz as long as shes happy, im gonna be happy. Well actually ill be not ok for a while, but ill get better.o well if anyone ants to talk call my cell phone (805) 890 3107. Feel free to abuse it jackasses.