well.. nothing is comming of anything.. but i still love him.. god... i just wish something good would happen... i dont want to sound needy or anything like that.. but i am.. but i just want him.. thats all i want.. and i know that he doesnt want me.. and that hurts so bad.. he does make me so happy.. he really does.. and i cant help but feel that something is wrong with me.. i just dont know what to do.. i feel so lost and forgotten.. its like no one seems to care anymore.. everyone but him.. and thats what confuses me so bad.. i just dont know where he stands in this.. i mean.. i still feel that there is something there.. i duno.. i just feel so used.. it hurts..