gosh, i should just stop writing! i didn't write anything for FOUR days...did i realize? nope. i don't like life that much right now. so i spend most of my time in my head. it works out, i guess. everything impossible i'll create. make it mine. sadly, it doesn't work like that in real life. i have way too many thoughts floating around in my head. i doubt that's good. and i think they'll stay up there too. they're very random...confusing... you won't understand them. neither will i. my english teacher calls me an Anarchist. & yesterday she told me that she's worried about me. what the fuck ever. okay. the end.