I used to live in San Diego. Everyoe there is racist against white people. Everyday I had to avoid conflicts with people. Espeacially the Mexican people. not that they're bad...but you know. So I wasn't the coolest girl out there. Even some of the white people hated me. I was yelled at by a Mexican because I was white and she spat on me. So I can't let that go so easy Frank. You don't understand because you havn't been there. And if you think people are after you here it isn't anything like there, I promise. So here I'm always looking out with how people feel about me and I like to know I'm appreciated and loved. Thats all.