CURRENT MOOD: angry,unlovable,lost,weak, emotional, sad, ashamed, changed, broken-hearted,confused,crushed,dazed,dead, destroyed,worthless,vulnerable,upset,unknown,afraid of myself,useless,trapped,tortured,torn,terrifed and a ton more !!!!! i feel this way beacuse i did something i regreat it could have been worst then it was but now i am a afraid that i might do it again i am not going to say what i did but some people know and if you knew i would never hear the end of it! i have never felt so many things at once before i am afraid and all alone! i got to go becaus my mom is coming and she cant read this or my life would be over bye a lost girl ashley