theres lots of thoughts. just too many that im thinking. i wish i wudnt think them anymore... i wish my curiosity and questioning would go away too. i dont like thinking what i am. its not something pleasant. it shouldnt have happened either. but it did, and theres nothing i can do... all i can really do is forget, but no. i keep thinking about it. damn it. anyone have any suggestions? how do i get rid of what im thinking that i dont want to think anymore? its always there! it wont go awaaaaaaayyyyyy stupid thoughts.