Feeling: listless
Yeah.
I'm crying.
And I've not felt the urge to do this in quite awhile.
No matter how often I thought about it.
Dying and self harm never really made much sense. Until just now.
I'm a self centered girl.
I guess nothing matters then, since I'm too busy just caring about myself.
I'm done.
I don't want to wake up tomorrow.
But I'm just blubbering because I'm a faggot. That'd be pointless to kill myself. There's too much to live for.
But I don't care.
At the moment I long to die.
i know where your comeing from i have been there time and time again ... just hang in there things may suck now but trust me they will eventually get better i didn't believe it at first when someone told me that but it is true
yeah i did and it was horrible it got to the point i would do it cause i liked it and at first i did it cause i wanted some one anyone to notice and no one not a single person cared i mean it was obvious i had 36 cuts on my arm and i didn't hide it .. no one cared no one asked if i need to talk or if i was ok i was invisible.. sorry to hear about your friend it's been a year for my friend it still hurt to think about it
hang in there! PLEASE! shit can get bad i know! but dont give up on yourself! PLEASE!!!!!!!!! love ya g2g!