Sometimes I find myself off in my own little world and then Nathanial calls and I remember what it feels like to be needed. I miss that feeling. Its always nice to be needed and I've realized I haven't felt that way for a very long time....ehhheemm excuse me while I go emo on you for a moment, Of course I suspect this is all some sort of faze I am going thro and surely someone will tell me how much i mean to them ...because right now I can't think of anyone who accually NEEDS me. Sure I have friends who im pretty sure think highly of me but its not as if they are going to care if i dissapear for a few days...nownow I know this seems very selfish of me but lets be honest here ..everyone wants to be loved and I am only human.