[sigh] my eyes hurt, cause i've been crying all day. i broke up with mike. sucks sucks sucks. i really do feel like i had to do it...i don't know, i'm a fucking ass who deosn't deserve to love. l is for the way you look at me... o is for the only one i see.. v is very very, extraordinary- e is even more than anyone that i adore and love is all that i can give, to you what? eff that. i taped Kids today. [yay] my stomach hurts. i feel kinda empty or something.. so i'm single. terrible. i love mike but i just can't deal with the grief. [hate being single.]