Feeling: magical
i hate my fucking family. especially my fucking bipolar sister and my crazy psychotic mother, who team up together and drag me around like a fucking piece of shit. I hate how they tell me to leave the house and then call the police when I do, and i hate how everything i do is wrong. I'm just stupid according to them. Close the door, are you stupid? I am not fucking stupid. two of the best fuck-ups of life known to mankind, and i have to live with them. I swear to god. When I am 18, i'm never looking back. They can try to guilt me into trying to take care of them when I'm older, and i'll play along and feed them a steady diet of bullshit until they realize the fucking truth that the way i turned out the way i did is because of them. and i'm not exactly emotionally stable myself. If they push me too hard, i promise one of them will be drowning in their own blood. my stupid obnoxious sister who always gets to call me a bitch and I'm not even allowed to swear in the house, and my fucking idiot shop-a-holic dissapointment of a mother. i am not a child in this household. I am a type of dog you whip into oblivion until it is perfect and complies with your every whim. Then, you get to show it off to the neighbors.
you are not stupid!..and sorry about the bad times at home.but thanks for the comment! it cheers me up! :0)
---leo