Listening to: none
Feeling: empty
i never thought that i had that much liquid in me... i think it's over... between me and joey!!!
the worst part is not being sure... he's not sure and we really haven't talked about it or our options...
i want to try to work things out but i don't even know which need the help... i had been scared this would happen he's been so distant... but i thought it just had to do with the fact that work sux for him right now... but i was wrong... it was me... all along...
i want to be angry and upset but i just can't stop crying... it hurts soooo much...
so i know now what it means to cry until ur eyes bleed...
my love i'm sor sorry. i know that has to be hard for you. i'm here for you 24/7 whenever you need me. you know my phone is always on. i hope he gains sense enough to realize how great of a woman he would lose. i love you...keep your head up and be strong.
ana