Well I finally got a new one of these things and I kinda know how to work it now. The past three days have sucked majorly. :-( and now I think I got myself sick because of it. I'll write more about it later I just don't feel like it right now. Heres a Poem that kinda explains how I feel, but its not very good :-/ but oh well... You linger in my mind, In my heart you stay, And now I cry, Because I am missing you today. Thinking of you deeply, Wishing you were here, Because when you were around, I had nothing to fear. I'm missing your arms holding me tight, I felt so safe and warm, But know I'm afriad to stand up and fight. I feel empty and worthless, with nothing to give, and feel as if I don't want to live.