Saturday 4 October 2008 10:46 pm School is a mess... I have a 'C' in every class except Math. I have an 'A' in math. So basically, I'm failing every class except math...math is what I hate. Everything is so backwards nowadays...and I really don't know why. I'm going to bring my grades up..I just get so easily distracted and when I put one thing behind me, everything falls behind. ** So...I used to be friends with this boy. Not really friends, I used to mess with him and like scream his name out..kind of like what you do with your friends...you know, and act silly. It makes me laugh when I think about it..b/c now we go to school together. He's 16 and short and not attractive. I am so sick and tired of seeing his face, it makes me sick to my stomach. I see him after second period because he waits me for me after class. He talks to me all the time, and just doesn't get the hint that I have no interest in what he has to say. He's friends with my little brother, and so he knows my telephone number. He was my little buddy, and I spoke to him on the phone about nothing really. This little boy had the nerve to let on that he likes me...on the phone. I'm used to being asked out, I just couldn't believe that this little boy decided to do something so stupid. I try to run in the opposite direction at lunch and he follows me. Now, every time I see him..I wish I could tell him to go away and never talk to me again. lol...I honestly don't know what to do. Should I tell him to fuck off? I really am clueless aren't I? This makes me laugh though, and I'm just going to ignore him now. Hopefully he'll take a hint, if not I'll just have to be the mean and nasty person I don't want to be. ** I've been talking to my internet buddy a lot less lately...I have been trying to figure out a way to tell him that I no longer wish to speak to him. It was nice talking to him while I did, really. I find myself wishing that I had never replied to the message he sent me, when we first started talking. I stopped sending him messages..I guess all I have to do is learn how to stop replying:) Well, I get myself into things and I never really know how to get out of them. Such is life.