Well here things go again. Getting back into the swing of things, school, work being away from my love. . . . Then I get depressed. . . Every time she goes down to the cities for college she leaves me up here . . . Alone . . Sad and alone but to hear her voice is golden. I just got done watching Million Dollar Baby and the first thing I thought about was my girlfriend so I called her hoping that she was up and not sleeping. Luckily she was awake which I was relieved that I didn’t wake her up because sometimes she can be crabby when I wake her. I was in luck, she was awake and I was really relieved. It is really good to hear her voice, I can’t stop crying because I miss her so much. She is my life, my love, my soul. Earlier today I was talking to a friend of mine that just got engaged she has only been dating this guy a for a little over three months and things are going well. We are really close. A lot of my friends (that are girls) I am really close with. I have a friend in the cities just a few miles away from my girlfriend that is going to college and we don’t talk much anymore like we used to. I actually just got off the computer with her. She had to run cause she needed to finish some homework then take a nap and go cheer for a few hours. She leads a real busy life. On the other hand I work 40+ hours a week and go to school plus have time to do all sorts of other stuff. In all reality I cant wait to leave this place. I am planning on heading to the cities as soon as humanly possible. I know that sounds weird or mean but my dad can be a real big pain in the ass. I mean really, I just recently purchased a new ’05 Dodge Neon and he is telling me that I cant take it anywhere. The insurance is a real killer but still. I just ignore him and do what I need to do to get things done. I don’t really know, work sucks, all the time I am busy working, getting yelled at or something stupid. I don’t know venting on here sometimes helps me feel better. Anyway it is time to go for today. College Boy Signing off