jamie and alyssa are really pissed me off i kinda cussed them out to day any way today has been an angry day i just am angry to day so yea there cause i fall down and i dont know if i can make it up this time i know i wanna but it gets harder every time ! should i just fuck it all or should go back home cause if i take that drink i mys well just die cause i fall down . . . fuck it all !