I did it. I have done this to many people... many times. It used to be easy. It was hard. I... needed to. There isnt a real reason to give. I dont know why. Sometimes people stop loving. I guess I stopped. ...I am sorry. I sit here, now, thinking about last night. Was it a mistake? Should I go back? I cried. I am crying. I know I shouldnt be the one to complain. I am the one who does this to people. I will miss him. It was my fault. It was my choice. Selfish hollie.