Time to spill my guts. This guy Chandler* is driving me crazy. First he asks me out on a date and we go, then we go out together the next night (not really a date). Then we talk for a few days and then i get into trouble and I cant get a hold of him. My problem is that i dont know to talk to him becasue i suck with guys. Everytime a guy starts to liek me i start to push him away. thats what im trying not to do right now but i cant seem to figure it out. this pisses me off so bad. i dont know if i should call him. I cant call him becasue if i did i wouldnt know what to say and i dont want to annoy him, becasue i dont know if he even likes me or not. that is what i am trying to figure out. for once i thought i maybe found a guy that i could like for real and not push away but i dont know if it is goingto work this either. This shit never works for me. i thinnk that i like him al ot but i dont know if he likes me so i dont know if i should talk to him. Idont want him to know that i like him until i know if he likes me back. that is the problem. I dont have to guts to ask him if he likes except in a text which he is not answering back and i dont know why he is answering it back. usually his phone is dead so that may be it. but i dont wanna wait anymore. this pisses me off and makes me question whether i should have sent the text or not.