he's to good for me god is not going to forgive me for what i have done...i don't deserve to live...i know he wants me and i want him to but when it comes right down to it...he wont take the bait...he'll let me go as far as i want but when i ask if he wants to...the answer is always...lets not...i don't want to hurt him or push him to far...i'm going to have to set him free...i'm sorry