i want to get something peirced...my eyebrow. that would be the most awesome thing ever...but i cant...because my family..entire family..wouldnt like it. no one at all would like it out of like...hundreds of people..yeah im exagerrating but still. and i want these braces off. forever. i'm sick of them. i cant eat the same..i cant talk the same..i cant even yawn the same. it's all effected by these awful looking peices of metal that stick out like a black man in the white house. i sware i hate them with the deepest passions in me. i dont think my mom likes my music...oh well. i dont think she's really happy right now. i know why..but i'm not gettin into that. well today was boring. and tomorrow will probably be worse. but hey guess what ..monday i get to see mike. i saw rick in walmart today. from what he said..sounded like mike had a fun party thingy last night. too bad i was stuck at home being secondary pizza delivery chick. i guess it could have been worse...not that i can think how..but i'm sure there was something worse. i change the music and she leaves the room... now i'm going to change it back to shadows fall...grr...ack she came back in just as i did that. how freakishly odd. lalal i dont know what else to say but i'm really bored and this is something to do. i like typing..its funtacular...my mouth kind of hurts..on the inside...i hate these braces..and i dont care what anyone of you say..i think they make me look ugly. and i'm sticking to it. they're not like an outfit i can never wear again after one day, or a hair cut that will grow back out in a few months..its two fucking years of misery. in the worst two years to have them in my life. i feel disabled...i am disabled with these railroad tracks on my teeth. curse my genetics..they screwed me over in all the wrong places. bugger.....cheers...