I feel dead inside now. My boyfriend broke up with me. But I am not going to cry. I should have known that I could never be that happy all the time. My happiness never lasts long. I should learn to accept it and not let myself fall for all the lies anymore. So I am single and I plan on staying single. Unless he asks me back out but then we will have to sit and talk about it before I agree.He's hurt me really bad and all. I think there is something wrong with me. Why should these things happen to me all the time? Why can't one thing go right for once? Everyone asks me if I am ok. I say yes and smile but the truth....I want to die. Oh yeah. If he had not have broken up with me, we would have been together for 5 whole months tomorrow.