There wus some comment about .."Throwing my life away, just 2impress a guy." Umm, okay.. i guess from some of my entrys, when im like super bored, and just thinking about everything, and how much i wish things could change, i guess it could seem like that. but idunno, im not gonna worry so much about it. I mean, im not throwing my life away, im putting my thoguhts, on one entry.. about how i wish things were differnt. Idunno why the comment bugged me so much, but i just wanted to say that. Umm anyways, about changing and stuff.. i think im gonna try n be more positive. Like.. idunno, i guess ive got it pretty good.. ive problee got the same problems tuns of other people have.. and the only diffference is.. i write about them on here. So idunno.. lol, its confussing. I just, idunno.. im happy today lol. Last night, lol was like one of the first times i snuck out by myself. lol.. im sucha rebel, haha god. lol its wus stupid though.. cus brad, jake, and kevin called me at like 10:00 and asked me if i wanted to meet them at 12, lol and i wus so super bored, and havent seen them for a while, so i decided i wus gonna lol. Umm, so at 12.. i wus going out my window.. and brad was in my yard, and i freaked out lol cus i thought it wus my parents. But we started walking out of my yard, and all the lights in my house turned on... god lol i wus so scared, but we jsut kept going.. and went to kevs. It wus fun, lol.. we havent all hung out for a while so it wus fun, lol but it didnt last all too long, cus well.. we had left kevins house, but decided to go back n get sumthing.. but we saw a flashlight.. and it ended up being jakes parents, cus they thought he had gotten like stolen or something, lol.[cus they were sleeping in a tent] anyways.. he told me to go home, cus he didnt wanna get me in trouble, lol so i did. I got back in my room, and my parents didnt evn know i had gone. lol.. idunno, i guess it wus an experience. lol i felt like sucha loser tho, lol.. Umm then today, i had this physio therapist thing.. and i have to do like 45 minutes of stretching each day for the next 3 weeks.. lol its crazy. But she said i can start playing soccer more, so its all good lol. i missed it, i mean i know i have it like 5 days a week.. but not having it at all sucked lol. ahh, im wierd lol. Hmm.. i tihnk alex gets home today! lol but besides that, nothings new lol.. Im gonna go though.. xO chels Ox