idk why i havent been here. i guess i just forgot for a while. ok so i dont remeber where i left off. but i got caught for every thing imaginable. but i dont care ne more wat my mom thinks an di was allowed to smoke pot for a while but then just recently (last friday) i got arrested for possesion of pot . so now im suspended from skool have to go on a 4month program and see 2 conselors. talk about gay . but all is cool i can just be and alcoholic till those 4 months is up. and coke is still do able. ummm lets see love life. its at a stand still. as much as i love sex i need to chill out . stealing ppls boyfriends is fun but it can get u into trouble. lol its not my fault they like me better right ?? lol right well so im lookin for boy frind now. not a fuck buddy . we'll see how that gose. uhh and skool . im smart as fuck . we all kno that . so as bad as life is. i kno itll get better if it dont . fuckin who cares ill just take all the drugs i need till it seems better lol. i think thats teh best way to go . if ur life sucks live in a different world where ur happy ... until u run outta money that is. i need a job . thats my next goal