"Cant you help me?" "Save me from myself if you ever really cared;Save me from myself tell me your not scared." I feel wierd, and kinda lonely, I dont know why, I shouldnt I have a fucking amazing fiancee whom I love more than anything, and who owns my heart. I have a fucking awesome band. I have great friends. I dont know I will get over it I guess. I LOVE RIKKI! My Fiancee' my love, the holder of my heart. I have a gig coming up Saturday, I am looking forward to it. I am gonna go now whatever peace.