i am soooooooooooooo fucked up i really think just getting out of here is going to be a good thing for me and i WILL still see the people here that i have so much fun with. because they still count. i myself just need to get it together. anyways this weekend was weird it went by so fast i dont even think i had one. and I HATE STOLI VODKA drink whatever. ew. scotts a funny kid. some people are such big hipyocrits and fake...including me. it really does suck. ..but atleast im a true friend. your right on the way to saying everything you said to me ..to her that fucking hurts. i saw a woman version of budda today. ek.