I fucking HATE this god damn place, this god damn house. I hate people constantly bitching at me and telling me I’m not good enough, fuck you! I wish I just would have fucking died on the way home today. My whole life has gone to hell. What the fuck happened? Beats the fuck out of me. I guess people finally realized what a bitch I really am, good for you, sorry it took you all so long to find out. I can't wait till I'm fucking 18, then let's fucking see how much I'm going to be home, yeah right don't make me FUCKING laugh. I don’t need this fucking aggravation a day before my audition, which I know I’m going to suck at anyway…why am I even doing this? Am I fucking crazy? Fuck you mom, fuck you. If I blow this it’s your FUCKING fault. Thanks for making me feel like absolute shit when I need all the confidence in the world. Thanks for making me feel like a worthless piece of crap, then you wonder why I never wanna be fucking home, can’t imagine mom, can’t fucking imagine. Thanks for reminding me of what a waste I really am, thanks a fucking lot. Chad, thank you for doing this amazing new layout for me, I love it. Sorry I don’t seem all that excited about it, I'm not really in the best mood right now...I really do love it though. Thank you, love you.