...of this city, as you gasp for air tonight. Wouldn't let it all fit ^_^. Well, I feel really terrible, and I can't stop thinking about it no matter how hard I try. I feel bad about Jeff and the other night I had a dream about him, how he wanted my help. It was a really weird dream. Well anyway, I got out my old necklase from my first b/f, who was mean, and I'm wearing it now cause I feel so bad, and to tell you the truth it's actually making me feel bad. Maybe I can forgive myself for hurting Jeff, and then maybe he can forgive me.... I hope. Well, I'm gonna go, cause now I do feel really bad. I hope Jeff can forgive me. Bye