i officially hate myself.. Forgiveness is in vain this time, Again, hurtful silence breaks me inside, But i´m alright, its u that feel the weight, The weight of my love, the weight of my hate. I hope u understand I don’t mean to hurt, Its me who deserves the pain, Its me who should rot in the dirt, But when u come to save me its u I stain. Despite all the things I feel, Im nothing but an empty shell, and all my pain is so surreal, but yours is harder than hell… regret is not enough to dry the tears ive caused, theres nothing I can do to erase me from your past, but this empty shell can dive into sea and never come to light, that’s the way I wont hurt, if im out of sight.