I don't know what to think anymore. I feel like I'm being torn between love and hate. It all mixes together to form me at this moment. Listening to depressing music, no lights on, little hope for tomorrow. I'm happy at school, and with friends, but when I think about it...I begin to feel tears. And maybe when you figure out what I am upset about, you think "No biggie." But after a while of it, you begin to feel like you're only there whenever needed. Like you're a trophy and not a human. I know that's not what goes through their mind, but it hurts they would let it go this long. I guess that's all I am. A hollow loser, who is only useful when needed.