Sooo...I cried myself to sleep last night..I would tell everyone why, but it's something I havn't told anyone, soo..i'll just let you know that it's something so stupid..i wish i would just stop my crazy stupid-ness. But I realized how many regrets I've had in my life. My life right now isn't where i want it to be...there are so many things i did wrong..and i just wish i could turn around and change them.. I mean, if i were really happy with my life, i wouldn't have any regrets--and that's something i long for! About the first paragraph thinger..(although, i wouldn't consider that long run on sentence a paragraph...) it's one of those regrets..something that hurts me so bad, i just want to go back in time and change it all. I wish I could tell someone, but no one would understand, I dont really have neone to talk about it with, bcuz no one really wants to talk about it. they would probably reply with an "o" or a "wow, that's dumb" or something. I wish i could get over this...I think about it constantly...it seriously never leaves me head. I wish someone would knock me over the head so I would get amnesia and forget everything..and just have to start over.. Well, I'm done ragging about my stupid problems..peace everyoneeee!