I haven't cut since January 15. At the moment i want to so bad i could cry. i wish i could cry blood. MAKE THEM FUCKING SEE I've been so good I've tried so hard But everything's gotten So messed up.. The temptation sneaks upon me... I want to. I want to releaase this anger This pain. I want to hurt for a different reason. I want so much more than Just to hurt. But the fear draws me back from it... It's the fear that keeps me slightly sane... I want to feel nothing. I want to not care. I want to be an unnoticed shadow Sulking through everyday With no meaning... No purpose. I want them to see what they've done to me. IF Y'ALL WANNA KNOW WHY I'M SO FUCKING DOWN GO READ LILLITHRYSA.