alright, so last night i might have made a miistake...i think not but HE THINKS SO..he drank too much and was yelling so i went adn took all of his beer and put it by the shed..to give the hint.. i mean its bringing down the whole family! its makign us fall apart..when there are thoughts of divorce, thats not good. i hate this he got really pissed, but they again he had too much to drink, he told me that he didnt think he could get a loan now for my car, that is a load of bullshit...i am seriously going to..ahh its retarted i dont fucking want to talk to him...he pisses me off.bitch my mom is going to get me a laptop...which is cool, i am going to go apply at jcpenney because i am turning 16 on friday!! and i am taking my road test on friday too at 11:00 its irritating because i want to move but now like i said we might not be able to , but i will go live with my uncle anyway!i dont want to stay here, i will not stay here!! today at church there was this older couple getting communion and they were so cute linking arms walking up there. it was nice to see that.