I feel really depressed today. blah. Im so sick of all of this stupid drama. Over absolutely nothing. I havent done anything. And to top it all off, I miss Josh. He hasnt called at all. He was supposed to call when they ate lunch or whatever, but he hasnt. I tried talking to Sami like three times online, but every time I im her she signs off. Could just be a coincidence. Or else shes avoiding me. Which is actually kind of stupid, since shes the one who started this. Oh well. I guess it will just have to wait. I just want to be done with all of this. Im really not interested in playing their stupid little games anymore. ((Update)) Nope. Shes definitely avoiding me. I figured Id give it one more chance, just in case. But I im'd her and shed already been online for like fifteen minutes and all I said was "can i talk to you for a second?" and she signed off. I wish these people would just grow up. Finding my way back to sanity again. But I dont know what Im goina do when I get there.