Listening to: last chance to lose your keys-brand new
Feeling: slaphappy
its not what i want, its what god wants
its not what i want, its what god wants
its not what i want, its what god wants
im gonna keep repeating that until i start living it.
ive realized im so selfish, i act like im the only person i the world with feelings.
NEWSFLASH JULIA, YOUR NOT.
i miss garrett and josh and jen and brendan
what the hell happened to our friendships? when did i become afraid to IM the person who was my best friend?
there must be a reason
its not what i want, its what god wants
Juliaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa your not selfish!! Dont tell yourself that. I know what you mean about the friendships. I hate it..but i believe eventually everything will work out.
Don't lie! You're young! Do what the fuck u want (apoligize along the way!) Have fun, everyone loves you, if convince that, even if its not true, you'll be fine!