8:37 p.m. Friday night. And I am sitting here doing nothing. Even my little brother and sister are out doing stuff. Backwards? Seems as though. Something really needs to be done. In other news, I got a part in the play. It's small, but I'm glad I got in at all. I really wish I liked someone. Seriously. Things need to change. I hate crappy nights like this when I get in stupid moods. Especially after good days. Talk about a let down. Maybe I will do my homework tonight and not have to worry about it the rest of the weekend. Maybe I will stop kidding myself- I know I will not do that even if I plan on it. Stopping now. I am radioactive. Watch me glow. Then stand aside while I combust and light the night sky. Have a good one.