oh man it's happening again the tears are coming not stopping and all i can do is look in the mirror hate what i see go online hate what i read and relive every moment i hated. so basically i need help but nobody could possibly help maybe my friends could if they started acting more like friends. (don't worry brooke or keshara, i don't mean you guys.) i need to take a shower. seriously. since i woke up at 4:30 this morning, we skipped showers and just left. so i feel extremely gross. and it shows. ooooh my god this is the absolute worst.