Feeling: unworthy
If I thought it was healed, I wonder why it still hurts.
The only answer then being that it never healed in the first place- like I had originally thought it did.
I suppose with time it will. But that doesn't make the pain hurt any less.
I got this book the other day, it's called <i>It's Kind Of A Funny Story</i> by Ned Vizzini. You...MUST read it. It's really, really brilliant. It's about this guy who studies REALLY hard to get into a private highschool so he can go to a Good College & get a Good Job. He ends up being clinically depressed & checks himself into a psychiatric ward for 5 days, but he learns alot about people and stuff.
Anyway, it's a fantastic book.