One of the most powerful emotions is that of fear. There are deeply rooted fears in all of us which at times can cripple our own grasp on reality and sweep us into denial, defeat and desperation; taking hold of our very nucleus and doing as it wishes.
Where does it come from? Its as though it has a realm of its own. One of illusions, where adverse bacteria of sorts breed, forming in the Aether and waiting to squirm inside of you as parasites. Of this place of illusions all bad erruptions form. Whatever the negative energy, its ussually caused by some illusion not concrete enough to grasp, but present enough to choke your very soul. But what is not concrete can be dispelled. So why do we let such unfounded threats contain us? This is because they are so obscure, that although in their obscurity they can seem strange and unfounded. They also in this same quality scare us into submission, with apprerhension of the unknown.
How do we then, rid ourselves of these parasitic knots? There is a Universal law which states that if we walk in truth, illusions cannot exist on our path. With untruths, we open the floodgates to this outer realm of illusionary thought.
nothing external can give us either security or power against fear. Our fears are what cause us to live amongst this state of illusion.
After the reunion my love lol.
i eat.. A lot.... IM NOT FAT THOUGH!! So dont worry <3
so what are you up to
well thats cool i guess if you're really into it. hahahahahahahahahahahahahaahhahahahahahahaahahahaahahaahahahahaahahahahaahahaahahaahahahahaahhaahahahahhaahahhaahahahhaahahahahahhaahahahahhaahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhaahhaahaha
hells yeah
well yeah now what kind of people would we be if we were just high notched and didnt have anything to make us a simple person
mine is to turn them on by my good looks and to make myself feel good no matter what other people think
so if i felt the need to i would and no matter where cause screw what people think about me they might even get turn on by it what ever floats their boats
who cares about little things like that
lmfao yeah right cause i have speed they can just fuck off cause people in jail wiil know not to mess with me
i would go crazy and they would think i was fucked up so they would be like woah and the guy with the big cock would go after somone else and i would be a stud in the jail. anyways im done talkin bout what would happenif i went to jail forget about that it will probably never happen but who knows and who cares
Hey im sorry i didnt get your message till like... Now but hey i was on here im sorry hahaha... I had to go swimming so i got on here then went. Sorry! Ill do anything to make it up to you
hey this is radioflyer i moved back to my old sitd
alksdfja;fe never talk anymore :(
hey
what are u up to
look at the diary vag on yesterdays entry
Did you leave that anonymous comment on my page??
oh ok... cool
pretty
im pretty lost but yeah
hahaha true dat
Hey back luvrr
ohhh. well its ok. I was sad though. =(
by calling me tomorrow
I heart you
hey this is radioflyer i went back to my first sitd.
could you get on killerqueen on instant messenger?
thank you. i hope you will.
yeah tell me about it.
I completely agree with most everything you've stated thus far on your diary. Way to go.
What about like AIM or something
Oh well thanks... Maybe we can be friends.
I really like your background..
Yeah thats me in some computer class. We had to make brochures and i used that it was hillarious
Yeah tomorrow is a better idea probably.youre not dumb. I was just gonna keep the wireless with me, and say someone with the wrong number.
-Leer
I don't know. I just found the picture online but I really don't think they're earrings. I'm jelous. I want those earrings.
i got the fear thing going on atm.
:'(
[donut]
thank you.
hmm what i great entry
hi
Hi, check your email...
I dont know if Ill get to talk to you, unless I call you because I'm going to my dads either Sunday or Monday, I think Will is coming over tomorrow (Sunday).
I don't know how long I'll be gone to my dad's, but if he lets me, I might call you on his cell.
bye.
hello hello
Yes... I love em.. You are awesome!
no but its close
Have a myspace??
yeah im real close to it though
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yeah i guess but what gives me inspiration is watching lifting competions on t.v.
llehctiM drahciR
everyday till i feel like i am where i want myself
you dont lack it you probably just ignore it
you should jump on that offer
hey lightning15 said you were a kewl person to talk to. Are you?
yes i am having fun
its just i will never meet these people so i just dont care about what they have to say.
but your being nice
thanks
what?
oh its me alright and i might have parts where my legs are white but i still look good.
oh yeah you would have been all over me if you would have been there i was a sexy stud muffin
no really there were lots off girls around us thee was no escape we were trapped
yeah well it got old and they were still there we couldnt get away from them