I am worried I don't want to lose Michael. It is not like I am but I think he only has sex on the brain. I hope not because I enjoy are conversations and are alone time. The fact is does he love me for me or just my body. I mean we didn't have intercorse but we do mess around. I don't mind the messing around just not everytime were together. I am not a slot machine. Everytime you put a quarter in I give it all I got that is not the way I am. I'll put him to the test but I sure hope he passes. Will write more later. Tell me what ya think I could sure use the advice. oh and don't look down at him he is just in that nomal guy hory stage. lol I still love him lots and can't wait to see him. I am just saying the sex thing could ruin are relationship.