i wish nine months was a long enough time for me to be over this. to not break down and cry and run away at the site of him. at least, i wish i could be mad about it. instead, anytime i have to realize it happened i just fall apart and get so hurt.
when will this go away?
i wish i hadn't told you to go away stranger, i wish i had someone to talk to.
It took me, no, its taking me months and months to get over a guy I fell in love with... despite dating someone new. I wish I could tell you it all goes away but it doesn't, but it does get easier. I promise.
you should write an entry about the good day we had before you had to leave. how much of a dork i am. the four AM conversation about how it isnt fair.
at least, i think it'd be cute. love you.