Well, I finally did it. I faced my fears of abondonment and rejection and told my woman how it was. And so it has become that in doing that, I have unravelled a mistery miles long. A mistery of such will take time to look over, but in that time I will have made a friend, a companion, and a partner... all of which may be the same thing... but multiple conditions sound better in a relationship. Not to mock the fact, but I am too "high on life" (god, I'm lame) to care!