Listening to: piebald
Feeling: alone
mmm. i'm so confused this morning. i don't think i want friends for awhile. like really i'm not just saying that to be like omg my life sucks so bad omg. i'm saying i can't stand comparing myself to everyone, i can't stand being inferior to everybody, i can't stand doing the same things as people and not getting any bit of positive reinforcement for it! if i had no friends, no fucking outside contacts, i wouldn't have to worry about it. maybe i'll just try what happened to me a few weeks ago and shut everyone out. seems like the cool thing to do.
o0o i envy you! i live in aus so i doubt they'd ever come here :(
well not for a really long time anyways...
aw jen, it's too bad that u feel that way hun.. i just hope u know that i lovee u. :o/
p.s. i listened to piebald this morning 2!
oh shhhush, i love u and of course u need friends silly. you KNOW u would go crazy without them even if they all are wicked idiototic.
-jesssie
it doesnt workkkkk as well as youd think
you end up just thinking/comparing more
hey you commented on my diary about the font thing... do you mean the regular font or the links? anyway, i like the way you think.
why thank you, its just plain old arial though. smallest size.
there's no fun in 'hermitizing' yourself... people are gonna be everywhere. there arae still only a few people i can maintain a good relationship with...
sometimes it takes a while to find those people.. and Everyone is inferior to someone else in some way or another..