im so hurt. the pain could not get any worse. the forgotness i feel. i cant just forget this time. im hurt way to bad. im slipping farther down more then i ever fell before. my friends are disapearing. as am i. i cant tell you how i feel. i feel like i want to die but worse the pain hurts so much. and i cant stop it. the rejection. and the not caring. i cnat bielve them. i cnat beivle me. this pain i cant bare it. i thought i loved you. but what is love. i thought alot of things but i am wrong. this pain is to strong. i dont no how long i can just hang on. im slippin even further then i ever fell before i cant describe the pain.not even a little bit not even at all. i think i hate them all. but i dont. there my friends. i have to get over the pain i want them to be happy. but i dont think they no how much they hurt me. the pain is so bad. i cant face them. i cant face myself. i want to tell them everything. but i cant for fear of they will b mad. i just want them to b happy. i love them. there my best friends. but they are hurting me cnat they see. im slipping im falling deeper then i ever fell before.i cnat describe the pain. it hurts to much for the word of mouth. im sipping away.all because of the pain i felt. i never been hurt so bad. and i dont no if i will ever fully recover. sometimes the pain is just to deep.sometimes you cnat jus move on if though it has been so long. the pain will never just go away.