Man I dont know whats wrong with me anymore. I really don't know how to handle some situations with myself. I wanna say things, but now, i'm afraid. i'm afraid, that i'll lose someone or something i love very much. I just wanna pour my heart and soul to someone, but not just God, someone, who will talk to me, someone who will understand. I dont know. It's really weird. I just want someone to hear me.