Well today is dedicated to kickin back and playin the guitar all day. i figured its time to get down a few more tabs. later i have to go see my dad....not too excited... i already know what to expect between him and my mom... i don't understand, i really don't. i don't understand how she cant see what everyone else does...and then acts like nothings wrong. pisses me off that shes only thinkin about herself. but u know i just gotta be there for my lil bro and my sisters. i find myself more a mother figure then her lately. its pretty sad but i guess being the oldest comes with that responsiblity when the parents fail to do so.but neways.... just watching time pass hoping for tuesday to come so i can see my john doe drummer boy lol. heh i appreciate the comment i received earlier from the guitarist and his drummer gf... gave me some hope. and all of u sayin just give it a shot... well has me convinced i should give it a shot lol. hopefully this doesn't go as it usually does.. im tired of being broken. guitar is callin now...have a good one guys... later -cassie