Listening to: Cry yourself to sleep
Feeling: sane
Today was the saddest day I think I´ll have in 2005....my best girlfriend is leaving..she´s moving to another city...that´s like pretty far away.
I couldn´t keep myself from crying..I´ve cried all day long..and I won´t stop until I fall asleep.
She´s been like a diary for me..she knows my whole life...she knows every secret I can have
This is so f**ing sad!!! I just can´t handle it! I´ve smoked all day...and I´m about to light another one..I hate goodbye´s...I REALLY HATE THEM!
Last year my ex left me..and now my best girlfriend...I wonder when will myself leave..?.. it´s the only part of me left..
oh my god. im so sorry about that.
i kno saying goodbye's is soo horrible
but i so totally like no where u were comin from and all. like my BEST CuZiN in the world she moved away the day after <i>my birthday</i> oh it was horrible i never cried so hard in my life. it like sucked & was so wierd to be with some1 everysingle day in & outta school. & like always had that person there no matter what. & then outta no where. theyre ina another...
...another state like 7598437593478 miles away. u gotta ride a 4 hour plane ride instead of being able to drive just 5 minutes. oh man it sucks.
gosh i miss her now so much
:(
i think u'll be better soon tho
u juss gotta get used to talkin on the phone alot :-/
yea, i kno what u mean. i felt that way at first. but like after i dunno 2 months i kinda got used to it.
but when she came for christmas break
and i was with her everyday again
and then i hada say bye again
i was so sad.
oh mann...
im gonna stop talkin
i dont think its helpin any of us here
:-/
thanks.