i will do anything to avoid work right now im avoiding chemistry it wont take me long yet i say to myself i will do it later "i will do it later" what on earth am i thinking its 11:57pm where i am and im saying i will do it later it cant really get much later than this why dont i sleep more why do i procrastinate why am i lazy why do my family annoy me why dont i speak to them why do i dread going to school everyday why am i lonely why wont anyone return the love that i give to them why am i such a fag why am i bothering to complain on here where it doesnt even matter if i live or die because sit is just going to keep on going with people... i cant even be bothered finishing that thought its not even worth it i hate complaining people just dont want to hear it so im going to stop. love sarah