Feeling: sane
wow i feel really sad right now.
like im going to cry.
but im not going to.
its for the best i guess.
but i feel like something inside me has changed.
usually im giddy with joy afterwards.
but now i feel like a part of me
died...
or vanished.
its like theres a whole in me or something
ur sad at least u didnt spend ur new year by sleepin thur in in a cold trailer all by urself ok so stop whiny damn i spend X mas by myself too with nothing except my maddess
i shall send u letter soon like tomarror or something k
well u take care
jon