i am not: happy i hurt: more than i show i love: alex i hate: rain! i fear: losing anyone else i hope: im not bored again today i hear: my music playing i crave: chocolate! i regret: a lo of things i cry: myself to sleep i care: about you i always: listen to my music loud i long to: be happy i feel alone: alllll the time i listen: to people who dont listen to me i hide: from the monsters in my room i drive: as much as possible i sing: when i drive i dance: whenever i feel like it i write: a lot i breathe: softly i play: softball i miss: being me i search: for the girl i used to be i learn: nothign in school i feel: like a loser i know: that no one likes me... i say: i succeed: at nothing i fail: at everything i dream: a lot i sleep: when im tired . i wonder: when ill ever be cool i worry: about what other people think i have: no friends i give: really good advice i fight: with people who i dont like i wait: for everyone else i need: a way out of this life i lead i am: not who i want to be i think: im lost